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My dryer makes a funny smell when I use it. I wonder what’s up with it.

I’ve been keeping pretty busy with work and school, and both. I still haven’t finished my thesis and it looks like I’m going to put Elizabeth off for another semester. I know this will become a great disappointment to my mother, but it’s also a disappointment to me as well.

I guess that after what pretty much fucked me up, (Last December and my ex boyfriend) that I’m finally regaining my sanity and my self esteem. I dated Travis, felt like “Yes I can find someone!” realized that he didn’t want me (which I didn’t want him either) and fell back into a depression as to whether or not I’d find someone that likes me for me. (Which wasted my whole summer).

And I will, I know I will, hopefully. I just try to go into every day trying to be the best person I can be every day. I find that it makes me feel better. I must like myself before anyone else can!